I cannot smell anything. Who would of thought this would be an issue.
Past few days I am shaking hands with covid possibly for a first time. Although I believe I had it at the very start when no one knew what it was as I thought I am going to die. Worst flu in my life. But this time I have been tested and I definitely have it. Surprisingly it was worse than what I would expect after such long circulation within society, but I do meet people on daily basis so who knows how many different doses have I got.
But back to the smell. It is so annoying.
I make a coffee at the morning and I can not smell it. I think I have never realised until now how smells are big part of my every day life, how they alter my mental state. Smell of fresh grounded coffee just starts the day.
I can not smell the laundry, floury smell of new tried detergent.
I can not smell if I need a shower. What one could get used to if other people around couldn’t smell either 😀 I can not enjoy smell of the parfume I put on at the morning.
I can not smell the fresh breeze through a window or I can not calm myself down to sleep with some lavender in aroma lamp.
Honestly it feels as a torture and thinking I might not get my smell back hunts me.
All those little things we smell on everyday basis and either improve or deteriorate our mood and they are all gone.
I make food but I can not smell it, it honestly take away a huge part of the experience even though my taste is still there for now.
I truly wish to smell the flowers once again.